What I’m destined to become is what I’m evolving into each day, week, month and year. It’s not a microwave serving, it’s a journey to completely and joyfully embrace. Lots of bumps and barriers along the pavement to wholeness. Transforming to discover and soar to God’s amazing capture of what it’s supposed to be.
Glimpses which light up a beam inwardly, but sometimes uncertainty shows up outwardly. I don’t have everything perfectly in the exact and wonderful place it should be. Never was I suppose to, because I’m evolving, learning and growing. There’s something beautiful in giving ourselves a chance to blossom in the phases that’s uniquely ours.
Why did I listen to the lies that something was drastically a ruin of me? I often make a lot of mistakes, but I’ll get on no matter how much it takes. I have a whole long list of things that I have been embarrassed, discontent, shamed and felt worthless about, but God sees all that He made and knows it’s not a mistake with no doubt.
When I’m just evolving to learn that my flaws,imperfections, challenges and struggles are all what’s helping me. Helping to fly, try and apply. In time expanding into more of me that I don’t yet see, but God is the Master of developing me and loosing what needs to be set free.